...It isn't over yet, my friends!

I shouldn't start freaking out now, but I'm so close to finally changing my course. 

(ASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKL) 

All praises to Allah, I scored a qualifying test this upcoming tuesday! I cannot believe this is happening. This is, huge for me I mean it really changes the outcome of my life! Its unbelievababable! But I shouldn't be getting too ahead of myself. I have to go through an interview. Ack.   

    

bUT those are the rules I suppose. How in the hay am I supposed to impress them? I'm all awkward like. Well they've just gotta like me for who I am. I have to impress them. This is the time to show them. Make sure they remember me.

There's also something that's been bugging me lately. Now I don't know if you know this, but I'm an addict. A Youtube addict. I could spend 3/4 of my day on youtube and NEVER get bored. The problem is, watching all these videos of celebrities, Youtube stars, singers, dancers, the list goes on..my life in terms of fun is nothing compared to theirs. All the excitement these people go through makes me depressed. Why? Because I realize, I ain't ever gonna get on any of that action! Sitting on my butt 24/7 watching these people live their fun filled lives while I watch enviously from behind the screen. Has anyone ever felt that way?

(To be continued...) 

PS: I'm thinking of starting a fanfic soon. About what? No idea yet. Ohwell.